The makeup room,

Painted faces and smudged souls, eyeshadows and lipsticks. Masks and props, costumes and scripts. Stages and scenes, actions and cuts. Stunts and falls, incidents and successes. Don’t they sound the same as false faces, hurt souls, fallen grace, and winning players? These are all what we see in life, right?

Life is like a stage. It seems like everyone’s entering this makeup room. Putting on the essentials that we need to cover up with for the flaws, for the scars. For the heartbroken, it seems like they got smudged makeup, the tears and the broken pieces. For the pretenders, it seems like they had a lil too much. It’s just like how we play our roles.

For the timid ones, they hide and hide, those fears that prisoned them but no one could see. For the evil ones, they hide and hide, those uglyness so that harm could be brought. It’s just like a script, a script that wouldn’t be written beforehand. Life, seem so real, yet so false.

Why am I typing all these? I feel like I’m even typing in pieces in which I myself don’t really understand if you guys would understand these. Well, I’m just feeling emotional and it can be a good and bad thing. The good thing is, I get to type out how I feel in words which normally I’m stuck at, and the bad thing is that I might need a mask too.

Sometimes I don’t even understand why do “Trust” exist when “Masks” did. Agree?

I’m sure everyone do wear a different mask, maybe different times and different roles. It’s not wrong to, because this is life, and life is a major bitch. This is also why at times I think it’s right to go as life moves =) Just believe in fate and fate will have faith in you.

Anyway, be strong and never show your weak side ^w^ Do what you want to do, do what you think is right! If you think you can do it, you will be able to achieve it!

Alright, I did an impulse decision last night while being so emotional, LMFAO! Booked tix to this beautiful place, and yet I forgot to find my passport! Smart right, I don’t wanna end up missing the flight =( Maybe I should stay up for 11:11′s to wish~! Ahahaha. I’m actually finding it hard to breathe in this city. Feels sad lah. Okay I will update when I’m bored / having random thoughts again!

Love, Rebecca

Random, really.

I can spend 2 hours preparing like staring at the mirror ^^v to myself and saying “Muacks”, watching hk drama along with the food my parents got for me of course not forgetting ransacking my wardrobe with ideas of what to wear for the day but in fact, minus all these I need only 30minutes.

HAHAHAHHAHA, omg feeling so hyper at 5 in the morning. Guess what? I’m gonna wake up at 3 in the noon no matter what!!@@@@@ Dad just cooked food for me, happy me!

P.s. I’M STILL PISSED AT SOMEONE LOR. KNNBCXB!!!!!!!! >:(

我恨你，

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Wohhhhhhhhh last night was alright minus the headaches which really suck! & I finally saw * like after sooooo long =) Still as idiotic as before, LMFAO!

Anyway how’s life, seems like june should be a better month(?) Yes?No? Been missing out alot of peeps and it really sucks to not be able to meet some of them :( My lovelies~~ :( Sob*sob*

2 more mins to 5pm, I should be getting ready! To leave the house ^___^ (I know this face is gay).

P.s. I still remember…………..:))))))))))))))))))))))))

Mundane wednesday~

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Mundane wednesday~~

SIAN. I wanna have steamboat soon, I wanna stuff my fav food til I burst wahahaha, thinking of it just makes me drool……

VERY NO LIFE. I very hungry, again. I don’t know why but I just can’t stop eating!!!!!! NOMNOMNOMNOMNOM~

Anywayyyyy, fuck ah sia. I’m broke again, ok not that broke. keke.

Guess what happened last night while me and Hy boarded a cabbie to v4? Hy suddenly showed me a cellphone and said she found it on the floor of the cab. (I think I stepped on it lor hehehe.) Then so it rang lor.

Guy, “Ju hua, ni zai na li? (where are you?)”

Me, “I’m not ju hua but the phone found on the cab, you want help your friend take anot, come @#$%^&* i pass to you.”

Guy, “Why don’t you come bedok I pay cab.” (Wow.)

Me, “Siao, you think everyone’s as free as you? Do you think I have all the time in the world to go all the way there just to pass you your fucking phone?” (I assume he thinks he’s the king. Perhaps if he says he’s some superstar then it’ll work out.)

Guy, “Ok nvm, I shall make a police report and let the police handle this.”

(I think he lost his brains ^Must have got 1 or none^, it must be either he judge people by their voices,

*like if you have a gentle voice you’re demure,

if you have a rough voice you must be uncivilised,

if you have a soft voice it means you’re timid and …….*

OR

he thinks that the owner of the phone must be some superstar everyone’s tryna stalk them or something.)

Me, “Pls leh, you think what? Hello, I’m not even interested in taking your phone la, why on earth would I steal it?”

Guy, “You can say anything but I don’t even know your background.”

(So obviously…..

……the loser gave in, and said he’ll come down to take it.)

…………….

Guess what.

Guy, “Oh btw, what if I board the cab the taxi driver duno where is that, how?”

Me, “Then you pass the phone to the taxi driver I’ll talk to him.”

So finally and finallllllly, that loser came and the moral of the story? >> （好心没好报）的啦！

Okie dokie~ Time to log off =) jubjub!

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Rubbish…..Grrrrrrrr

Been MIA for long aahahahaha and i’m so sleepy AGAIN right now, got a new web but it’s my thoughts and mainly rubbish I’ll stick to both anyw.

Back to drama and I wanna update my life soon leh, but no pixx because I’ve this fear of bringing my camo out later kena stolen how?! Anyway I wish I can fly, be right back^5!

Unfinished and unresolved issues,

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我要快乐我要能睡的安稳
有些人不抱了才温暖
离开了才不恨我早应该割舍
我要快乐哪怕笑的再大声
心不是热的全都是假的
只有眼泪是真的

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Last night they had a song, don’t know why it reminds me of so many stuff and making me tear.. Home before the dawn arrived and slept right after bathing cuz I didn’t sleep for 2 days already. :( ( Just when I thought I could have a good rest, I actually dreamt of some place and some people………….hence woke up abruptly after 4hours, T__T

2pm and I’m sleepy again…..

One day you’ll fall,

“Women can forgive but cannot forget, man can forget but cannot forgive.”

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Sick and tired. Kinda missing the past, when life is moving so slowly.. Sometimes I have no idea what I am thinking too, don’t understand neither giving a damn. NOT emotional, it’s daytime now 4pm in the afternoon!!!! I’m awake cuz insomnia’s playing the fool with me. Hehehe how nice hor..?

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I want to sleep….:( Okay can’t :( ( Shall play fb games I saw a cute icon of a game “Country story” HAHA is it new or am I slow???? Muacks brb

Ahahaha

You’re my heartbreaker (;

Afraid..

梦见了，突然感觉那时刻仿佛真的发生在现实当中过。。 但却在最后，被夺回去因该属于自己的地位。  不知，这个梦的意思到底是什么。。

Nothing much for the day, so sleepy. I want to sleep but I’m just afraid of leaving reality..

You drive my soul,

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Heh heh heh hello.

Do any1 misses me? Wahahahahaha. Today was bad cuz it’s the first day of 2010 I was so angry til I cried, I think(maybe I forgot LOL), and clenched my laptop mouse in my hand til it almost broke and now it’s dying lol 9ice ah~~~~~

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Timecheck as usual: 2:20am. Feeling kinda hungry omfg :-*

BE RIGHT BACK MUACKZZZZ!!